Before I start I want to say I apologize if I am a downer lately.
I feel like April has just been a shit month. I actually feel like
this year in general has been a roller coaster that bottoms out
real fast and low. I'm bored, all the time. How people manage to stay home and play
housewife is a mystery to me. I can't do it. Well maybe I could if
I had chose to do it, but not like this. I find myself spending the morning sleeping in, I then wake up play
with the dog and eat something (usually toast with peanut butter),
after I've eaten I check the job boards, maybe send out a resume if
there's something there. Then I look around and decide what to
clean that day. Our home isn't that big, there's not a lot to clean
and if I don't clean something that day hubby tends to get crabby
(in his mind if I'm home all day I could at least perfect my
housewife skills) I've found this time off work is really testing my friendships with
"work" friends. Even tho the facility just opened in October I had
worked with a group of the employees at my previous job. Out of
this group I only have really talked too and seen one of these
people. Since when did getting laid off become a contagious illness?
I feel like I've been shunned which only adds insult to injury. Point is I'm bored. And I'm lonely. And I feel like with all this
time on my hands I could and should blog more but don't due to not
wanting to post downer posts each day, also I'm often at a lack or
words, or the urge to blog is at the wrong times. For example right
now I'm writing this post on the notepad on my blackberry and will
post later. I would just do the mobile blogging except my phone is
with koodo and apparently they don't support it.
